20100623

white sky
violent light
cracking thunder
dripping brick
and i miss you
tephra falls hard
old memory magma
still out runs me


head fills up bravely
your green boots
your open eyes
phone glaring me down
and - get to the basement
no, run to the sea
sail . . .
down . . .
round. . .
. . . OUT

this doesnt matter
the universe is cycling
even within lifetimes
we live hundred lives a decade
forget a hundred days an hour
remember three days a year:
does the universe cast a single shadow?
firmly stated
torn jeaned
 hungry tongued
and a blue black eye



matter is finite
energy is finite
our mother's ovaries are barren
(but) :
a batted ball lands lightly
sucked back to its home
is picked up
tossed in the air
swung at
and flies again
at Some Point In Time
(and again and again and again - repeat x ∞)


20100622

supposedly earnest meet n greets abound now.
lets share in good cheer:
please be sure to drink a beer
to forget the approaching fear
of the swiftly setting sun.

the swiftly setting sun does not
pour a glass and judge. Nor does it
run hair through fingers.
Also - it does not run.
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word has it there's product-on the docks that's A-OK:
CheapAsDirtConcentratedLikeRimbaudandDrake;
this is That Richard Pryor Shit:

shit'll leave you charred and naked
won't even know you're fakin' it.

unwrap the package trancing
rewrap with a bow 'n ribbons
floated the chaser now
washing your hands crying
______________

scream and laugh of golden tickets and parachutes
sit and hope of pie and sidewalks

the curtain is open
the stage is empty
the lights are out
a packed house sits
with a child's rapture:


20100617

art runs away from c-sections and birthdays but-but-but-but
i cant find bees nests to shake
drip, drip lay me down in orange wool
under the sun's sink, strap me down
you've killed all the bees
we've killed all the bees
the bitter is bitterer -- we-we-we-we
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michelin raincoats adorn the naked
fresh pale flesh lies dormant
the seedlings of humanity
green rusted soul gardeners dream
fingertipping the reaper
their heavy hoe weighs down
lusting for rain and sun in tune
shit eating veggies on mom's bread

athena's buffet's a dream and how
does a dream stop driving the hearse

20100609

Thom Yorke on "Street Spirit (Fade Out)

Street Spirit (Fade Out) - Glastonbury 2003

"'Street Spirit' is our purest song, but I didn't write it.... It wrote itself. We were just its messengers... Its biological catylysts. It's core is a complete mystery to me... and (pause) you know, I wouldn't ever try to write something that hopeless... All of our saddest songs have somewhere in them at least a glimmer of resolve... 'Street Spirit' has no resolve... It is the dark tunnel without the light at the end. It represents all tragic emotion that is so hurtful that the sound of that melody is its only definition. We all have a way of dealing with that song... It's called detachment... Especially me.. I detach my emotional radar from that song, or I couldn't play it... I'd crack. I'd break down on stage.. that's why its lyrics are just a bunch of mini-stories or visual images as opposed to a cohesive explanation of its meaning... I used images set to the music that I thought would convey the emotional entirety of the lyric and music working together... That's what's meant by 'all these things are one to swallow whole'.. I meant the emotional entirety, because I didn't have it in me to articulate the emotion... (pause) I'd crack.... Our fans are braver than I to let that song penetrate them, or maybe they don't realize what they're listening to.. They don't realize that 'Street Spirit' is about staring the fucking devil right in the eyes... and knowing, no matter what the hell you do, he'll get the last laugh...and it's real...and true. The devil really will get the last laugh in all cases without exception, and if I let myself think about that too long, I'd crack. I can't believe we have fans that can deal emotionally with that song... That's why I'm convinced that they don't know what it's about. It's why we play it towards the end of our sets. It drains me, and it shakes me, and hurts like hell everytime I play it, looking out at thousands of people cheering and smiling, oblivious to the tragedy of it's meaning, like when you're going to have your dog put down and it's wagging it's tail on the way there. That's what they all look like, and it breaks my heart.




I wish that song hadn't picked us as its catalysts, and so I don't claim it. It asks too much. (very long pause). I didn't write that song."

20100603

pleasantries with secretaries
on phones for mere seconds
are the sail and the wind
hope is for children and sailors

20100601

Persephone's Archaic Smile

the sun's shine bores you
and it's the rain that raps
on your window at night hangs
rope we'll climb down into
obliviating foxhole raves
glow in the dark people bring smiles

but the sun will come to outshine you
as your skin frays and falls
the tailor you knew once
has gone far far away to build
a castle whose motes have motes
can only scrawl and wave, tap and hope

with you under their shoulder
with you in the bottle
hands upon hands will hold you
they'll cross the gobi
theyll piss you out some morning after
when they're sandy, done and dying

:

oh persephone
taken in a field naked and alone
oh persephone
your stone smile isn't really laughing
oh persephone
fleeting and blurry is all we have here
oh persephone
come and rise again
oh persephone
run back, it's only dusk

i, i, i

My photo
"Seeing that before long I must confront humanity with the most difficult demand ever made of it, it seems indispensable to me to say who I am. Really, one should know it, for I have not left myself "without testimony." But the disproportion between the greatness of my task and the smallness of my contemporaries has found expression in the fact that one has neither heard nor even seen me. I live on my own credit; is it perhaps a mere prejudice that I live? ... I need only to speak with one of the "educated" who come to the Upper Engadine for the summer, and I am convinced that I do not live ... Under these circumstances I have a duty against which my habits, even more the pride of my instincts, revolt at bottom, namely, to say: Hear me! For I am such and such a person. Above all, do not mistake me for someone else!" - Nietzsche, Ecce Homo