Dreaming we've walked grocery
store aisles stalking
perfect cereal. Then: Which aisle 
for toothbrushes? And does soy
milk's cream perfectly 
complement Lucky Charm's
marshmallow? The man pointed but
didn't know what your smile telegraphed
into the pillow later that morning right before I picked
Total out of sky and into bowl.
--
The secret isn't a secret un-
til after midnight's pumpkin hour
when my etched back sits
setting into the range your nails laid,
forcing unknown unknowns' hand
delivering the knowledge of questions.
--
I have stood in my bathroom under
examining bright light, back toward
the mirror, neck craned twisted avenging
loss through understanding
the intent of your topology. How
can we move peak-to-peak - and did
you pack the leather bomber?

por supuesto, la puta vida

dams don't have honest divinity.



The flood always comes.


The gods hear not, think


not and only uncunningly will

[ . . . . ] 

undead, too: the 
pantheon will survive us all. 

(Godliness next to 

nothingness.)

+ One Hundred Two Days, Twelve Hours, Forty-Five Minutes, Six Seconds

" . . . "

"I said that, yeah."

[ . . . . ]

 "I do live                      

        even tri=  

=umphant, pearly dreams 

half-awake."               

[ . . . ]

forest groves, the city, the sidewalk, 

sideways glances, cracks, slivers, crevices, mud brown, 

pitch black, chaste white, hand-

conducted words, conjured memories, maps, unrequited love, 

shrill hissing, requited love, hot pissing, heroes 

furrowing into cowards, cowards sweating into heroes, communication 

chasms, aladdin, thom yorke, mozart, simba and nala, apocalyptic 

v. gradual change, amor fati, foraging, rummaging, 

looking underneath, satchels, 

heraclitus, 

orange peels, 

red rover, 

the river styx, 

conflict->tension->rupture->flux->transcendence, 

leap frog, dirty clothes, naked sky,  spackled idols, sticky buds

[old] 2012.05.30

there's more in the shed

jus ask the girl at the counter

bring her empty cartridge box 

she'll pull it from back

microfiche

vhs

laserdisc

floppy disk 

whatever you want

just make it dusty