20110819

running rampant round late autumn trails,
through memories of the breathing, the still here
and the not-still-here, the vanquished, stone divine

this is a prediction, this is a beautifully dug entrenchment;
this is a scalding habit, this is a carefully drugged patient;
but, now:
now, enthrall, now, withdrawal;
Now, NOW, tighten the blinds!


it's too, far too, bright, and it's August 23rd.
just stop it, man.
dont't let the narrative narrate;
remember the living undead:

this is a prediction, this is a beautifully dug entrenchment
to lie in when the dogs are near, to exit when the clouds are clear;
i don't have any more will, more will to hemorrhage here;
grab the pen: grab the shear! grab the pen: grab the shear!

20110816


the sun shadows your skull
blazing on, elevating
the alright and the fabulous alike
do some wells store and share
while some merely drink

the scraps from our forks
feed our people's families
feasts for the gods but
you disappear into the crowd
down, down, down, drowning 

the best love is homeless
you can't find it on google maps
youll only see it in the street
but sniper blimps seal our fate
the adults will kill us all


words wont win badges here
only time can send the wind to move you
only the world can show you our beautiful stars
again amid the deep rank scars of blah
drowning your waves ashore

this, my greatest fear
that you have forgotten
how to look at me
with arms for me
with arms for you

a child's love is homeless
you can't find it on google maps
youll only see it in the street
but sniper blimps seal our fate
the adults will kill us all

i, i, i

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"Seeing that before long I must confront humanity with the most difficult demand ever made of it, it seems indispensable to me to say who I am. Really, one should know it, for I have not left myself "without testimony." But the disproportion between the greatness of my task and the smallness of my contemporaries has found expression in the fact that one has neither heard nor even seen me. I live on my own credit; is it perhaps a mere prejudice that I live? ... I need only to speak with one of the "educated" who come to the Upper Engadine for the summer, and I am convinced that I do not live ... Under these circumstances I have a duty against which my habits, even more the pride of my instincts, revolt at bottom, namely, to say: Hear me! For I am such and such a person. Above all, do not mistake me for someone else!" - Nietzsche, Ecce Homo