20110217

yy____ on sunday morning, getting high in wisconsin
cooking breakfast with your mom in wisconsin
____ monday evening on lake wisconsin

____ in wisconsin

running after that ball
that wind blown beach ball
it went into the water
lead us to that
wonderful sandbar

feeling you grabbing the back of my skull
feeling you gr

brushing hair out of your face is all i ever wanna do
brushing hair out of your face
brushing brushing hair out of your face is all i ever wanted to do
staystaystaystay
stay
stay
stay
stay
staystaystaystay

just stay
dont run
but dont forget things
that cant be undone

20110206

i didnt think dying would be like this, too.

i, i, i

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"Seeing that before long I must confront humanity with the most difficult demand ever made of it, it seems indispensable to me to say who I am. Really, one should know it, for I have not left myself "without testimony." But the disproportion between the greatness of my task and the smallness of my contemporaries has found expression in the fact that one has neither heard nor even seen me. I live on my own credit; is it perhaps a mere prejudice that I live? ... I need only to speak with one of the "educated" who come to the Upper Engadine for the summer, and I am convinced that I do not live ... Under these circumstances I have a duty against which my habits, even more the pride of my instincts, revolt at bottom, namely, to say: Hear me! For I am such and such a person. Above all, do not mistake me for someone else!" - Nietzsche, Ecce Homo